syntetiske_ein @ 2009-07-07T01: 33:00
same dream three nights in a row on. I find this amazing man, it's overwhelming love, he is suddenly gone and I'm looking for him everywhere, but he never found again.
Got a suggestion that it means I'm looking too much for love, which I igrun feel I do not do. When I'm out on the town I'm there to have fun with my friends, and would be a handsome man, it is not just the big love oh I hunt for when I "hunt" for him: P
But jah. Think it's under my consciousness trying to communicate for, or otherwise. But what?
I've had two great loves in my life, and by that I mean a love that really shook up, and changing everything forever. And it was really fantastic and well when it was good, and very bad when it was horrible. But that's life, and that is love.
There are different types of loves in this world, I guess igrun trained to think that love is an intense, immersive, wawaawawooom great love. But is that the act of other types, the confident stability of the love that you always know who will be there by your side, regardless of fan. The kind of love that is there for you through everything.
Should I wear honest, perhaps too honest. So I'm lonely. Is hard for me to say it, and for a strange reason even more difficult to write it. Life is too short to live without love.
No goodnight verden.Nå I put myself as I write even more emotional shit: P
Monday, July 6, 2009
Saturday, June 27, 2009
My Urine Clear Drink Alcohol
Holidays Valldal
In the occasion little Evelina barndåp his family has gone into Valldal in mid-Norway:)
We arrived last night and got us food and chill a bit. Today, the river rafting va! : D It was so freaking cool: D I held on to this out of the boat, but had fastened my føtern firmly then managed to hold me back, but my mom fell down the river, we were now lifted her on board again:)
So we stopped a little, and went ashore. So va is one of those arangerer raft that went a bit further down the river with one of the boats, so we could if we wanted to jump into the river to be taken off the power down to where he stood with the boat. Was fucking fun and scary as jumping æ into the water, was dragged under the water a place where oo But it was fuuun!
Then continued, we continued down the river and va mass gøye fall and stuff:)
I was eating burger afterwards, while the others tried Valldal specialty, Mørsnacks and pommesfri:)
It can be said a lot about nature in Lofoten, but this assa is amazing beautiful! Will
to post pictures later.
Later in the evening there will be champagne with strawberries nyplukkete ^ ^
Smoooooooth
In the occasion little Evelina barndåp his family has gone into Valldal in mid-Norway:)
We arrived last night and got us food and chill a bit. Today, the river rafting va! : D It was so freaking cool: D I held on to this out of the boat, but had fastened my føtern firmly then managed to hold me back, but my mom fell down the river, we were now lifted her on board again:)
So we stopped a little, and went ashore. So va is one of those arangerer raft that went a bit further down the river with one of the boats, so we could if we wanted to jump into the river to be taken off the power down to where he stood with the boat. Was fucking fun and scary as jumping æ into the water, was dragged under the water a place where oo But it was fuuun!
Then continued, we continued down the river and va mass gøye fall and stuff:)
I was eating burger afterwards, while the others tried Valldal specialty, Mørsnacks and pommesfri:)
It can be said a lot about nature in Lofoten, but this assa is amazing beautiful! Will
to post pictures later.
Later in the evening there will be champagne with strawberries nyplukkete ^ ^
Smoooooooth
Tuesday, June 23, 2009
Disable Kidde Smoke Alarm
Much strange
So now it's not long until I'm going home to Lofoten:) So is the little things that must be done here before I leave. Have washed through the apartment and stuff today, washed 2 machines with clothes and washed a lot of cups! :)
Woke up around 5 in morrest, it has been a long day. St.Hansaften Is today going to grill later.
Right now I sit and nerds and read in the treatments they have on the Ellipse Clinic. They now have the Fraxel laser that works wonders in the scar and wrinkle removal:)
Look Looook
effective indeed! Wonder if this works out for piercing scars, in which case I shall have removed mine: P
Is so excited now with the thought of taking nursing education so that I can work with such treatments. Then see how happy people are and can help them feel better about themselves.
is a good motivator for me when it comes to school, must take the last part of extentions and make me finish there, to get good grades in the fall now, too. Looking at the average nurse is around 4.1, to I WILL get in, so now it is working hard this fall: D
also thought I'd write a little about color lenses. Has for a year now used color lenses daily and are totally hooked. User to vary between blue and gray, depending on what color I have on the hair and stuff. Have found that for my dark brown eyes that works Freshlook Colorblends best.
love the color called True Sapphire, they get my eyes to get decent blue, they have me here (shits where Ginger I was):
Was On Halloween jah: P
I have gray lenses:
Loves it
And now a little Eyecandy Model, just because it's fun; )
Ash Stymest:
Like his tattoos: D
Baad boy;)
Here's Ash spend time with Cole Mohr and Luke Worall so fucking good that all my favouritt models are collected in a picture missing is Jeremy Dufour it would be perfect! : D
And just a picture of Jeremy because he's so fucking hot!: P
So now it's not long until I'm going home to Lofoten:) So is the little things that must be done here before I leave. Have washed through the apartment and stuff today, washed 2 machines with clothes and washed a lot of cups! :)
Woke up around 5 in morrest, it has been a long day. St.Hansaften Is today going to grill later.
Right now I sit and nerds and read in the treatments they have on the Ellipse Clinic. They now have the Fraxel laser that works wonders in the scar and wrinkle removal:)
Look Looook
effective indeed! Wonder if this works out for piercing scars, in which case I shall have removed mine: P
Is so excited now with the thought of taking nursing education so that I can work with such treatments. Then see how happy people are and can help them feel better about themselves.
is a good motivator for me when it comes to school, must take the last part of extentions and make me finish there, to get good grades in the fall now, too. Looking at the average nurse is around 4.1, to I WILL get in, so now it is working hard this fall: D
also thought I'd write a little about color lenses. Has for a year now used color lenses daily and are totally hooked. User to vary between blue and gray, depending on what color I have on the hair and stuff. Have found that for my dark brown eyes that works Freshlook Colorblends best.
love the color called True Sapphire, they get my eyes to get decent blue, they have me here (shits where Ginger I was):
Was On Halloween jah: P
I have gray lenses:
Loves it
And now a little Eyecandy Model, just because it's fun; )
Ash Stymest:
Like his tattoos: D
Baad boy;)
Here's Ash spend time with Cole Mohr and Luke Worall so fucking good that all my favouritt models are collected in a picture missing is Jeremy Dufour it would be perfect! : D
And just a picture of Jeremy because he's so fucking hot!: P
Friday, June 19, 2009
How To Prolong Candle Life
syntetiske_ein @ 2009-06-20T08: 00:00
Good morning cutie! Is the process of turning my taint circadian rhythms now. Are tired of waking added later in the day, so now I'll keep me awake until evening, to add me as a "normal" time.
The aforementioned city tours in the post below was wonderful, long time since I've had so much fun out on the town. The energy was just fantastic, I was excited and in good spirits and it was the rest of the people as well. Was much dancing and fun, got to know a lot of new people and had a generally freaking fun:)
Kjersti I'd stay with me, which is a very good her friend of mine, looking at her like the sister I never had. We left the metro for 2 hours and went home and made the first pizza night meal, which was followed by våruller and noodles (was hungry all the dancing) Do watch was 5-6 before we asleep, but had to go up just a few hours afterwards. The alarm went at 9 in the morning since tija Kjersti would take the bus to London (she was going to the ACDC concert, heldigris: P) hum But I was lying asleep on until the clock was 4-5 I think.
is not long until I go home now actually. in 5 days, my mother and Karn and her beiby my gold to get me, so shall we in child baptism of Evelina:] After that, it is straight road north:)
To be honest, I do not have great expectations for the time I'll be home, but will make the best out of it. Can not wait to go to Digermulen, have some friends with me just chilling, maybe paint a little dull and out in the sun:)
Is World refugee day, is to think of the many people in the world do not have a home longer, who must flee Due to religion, ethnicity, political opinion ..
Visit: http://www.unhcr.se/no/Basics/basics_index_no.html for more information:)
Good morning cutie! Is the process of turning my taint circadian rhythms now. Are tired of waking added later in the day, so now I'll keep me awake until evening, to add me as a "normal" time.
The aforementioned city tours in the post below was wonderful, long time since I've had so much fun out on the town. The energy was just fantastic, I was excited and in good spirits and it was the rest of the people as well. Was much dancing and fun, got to know a lot of new people and had a generally freaking fun:)
Kjersti I'd stay with me, which is a very good her friend of mine, looking at her like the sister I never had. We left the metro for 2 hours and went home and made the first pizza night meal, which was followed by våruller and noodles (was hungry all the dancing) Do watch was 5-6 before we asleep, but had to go up just a few hours afterwards. The alarm went at 9 in the morning since tija Kjersti would take the bus to London (she was going to the ACDC concert, heldigris: P) hum But I was lying asleep on until the clock was 4-5 I think.
is not long until I go home now actually. in 5 days, my mother and Karn and her beiby my gold to get me, so shall we in child baptism of Evelina:] After that, it is straight road north:)
To be honest, I do not have great expectations for the time I'll be home, but will make the best out of it. Can not wait to go to Digermulen, have some friends with me just chilling, maybe paint a little dull and out in the sun:)
Is World refugee day, is to think of the many people in the world do not have a home longer, who must flee Due to religion, ethnicity, political opinion ..
Visit: http://www.unhcr.se/no/Basics/basics_index_no.html for more information:)
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