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Today to woke up in my friends guest room of heaven tapping at the door. I Told sky i was awake and he Answered his was just ready to make breakfast (a nice smooth Spliff @ balcony). As solid as I Could dressed in my self and went out and got my breakfast.

About Twelve a 'clock in went home by bus. At home in had 2 hours to eat,shower and relax before work. Sadly i was so confused and stressed i missed by one hour... no big deal some may say but i realized when i was on the train to work i was one hour early : he called :( He said he would pick me up at the station down town and so he did... 45 minutes in the freaking rain to late... but hey.. cant change the past :P

The evening (since 23 up to now... ) have been a little sad, i've been missing to have a person just to care about, to hold your arm around when you go to bed. That plus i talked via msn with my ex-girlfriend and at the same time listening to a quite depressive track by Aphex Twin nearly made me cry :P (and i don't cry easily...accually i don't) But one of my newly obtained friends gave me a electronic hug and told me to change music. Afterward i felt much better :D

And now to something totally different :D

With this newly cleaned computer i feel hungry for series... to bad ive already seen all episodes of all the series i follow... :( now when i dont have any games installed at all i really notice how i waste a lot of time just playing meaningless games... too bad. I want to be able to concentrate on what i accually want to do when i sit here... i want to learn my self to program. In one of my dreams of the far distant future i might be so good at programming that i can make a living :) That would be perfect. I would travel around the world and still be able to work as if i were home :D can it be better? :)

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Job or something...

This week i've been working, at a real job. First time in my life i actually feel that i am accomplishing something :)
Sure its not one of those neat "pay-without-work" jobs but hey its an income.

Fixed some kind of client so write this stuff, quite sure it will fuck up something but ill give it a try :)

I am not used to blogging in any kind of way but i want to "learn". I feel i need to write down my thoughts once a while... else they fly away and all my nice ideas are lost. :(
It disturbs me that i cant really get along with learning how to design the page... and even if I knew i surely fuck it up anyway. I completely suck at all kinds of things thats has to do with creating stuff :(

This grey desing makes me sick :( its freakin ugly...